i hardly ever have drugs!! i used to but now i hardly touch them, hense all the stick for being a softcore ive been getting
yeah but it takes about a year to totally start gettin ur head back round to normal!! i did em every week for about 5 years and its only now that im startin to feel as if im actually normal again!! do not underestimate how much they fuck u up!!! i think soooo many people do these days!!! xxxx
its not just class A's... in fact id say weed is worse than most for fucking your moods up... i had to go to the docs yest an have blood tests cos ive been feeling really shitty recently feeling like im gonna throw up, not being able to put even half a meal down and constantly feeling tired an not bein able to get up... first thing the doctor asked me was 'how much do you smoke' i thought she meant cigs.. she looked at me again and said 'no, how many spliffs' out of interest- how long does *stuff* stay in ur bloodstream?
yeh i dont underestimate them, thats why i dont go out and constantly get hammered n stuff, but theres quite a bit of shit happening in my life at the moment which is personal, and that also gets me down from time to time, but i know what you mean
not really that funny, ive got a history of diabetes in my family and im fucking shitting the results of this blood test! i hate needles! you'll have to give me some advice
sorry darl i neva meant to sound patronising but i've always found that people in general in clubland always hav random heath problems whether it be mental or physical and they always start wondering why n sooo many people i've know ova the years, me included havent even given the fact that drugs are most probably the cause a 2nd thought!! not sayin thats the case with u, it is with a lot of people tho.... xxxx